December 2011
152 posts
Anonymous asked: who the fuck are you? have some human fucking decency and take this shit down.
Anonymous asked: I'm a beginner bulimic. Safety tips? What was the first time like when you purged?
Anonymous asked: It would be so amazing if you could post a lot more. I come to your blog everyday. I get upset when I see only one new post. /:
My method
Id just like to share my method for vomiting. I think its best to sit on the toilet just cause i seem to pee a little while i vomit and i throw up into a small hospital pitcher. that way I can measure how much is coming up. Also i use the end of my toothbrush. Then i rinse out my mouth drink some water and brush my teeth.
Pregnant...
I have been bulimic for about 6 years now„ I am pregnant with my second child. My first pregnancy went fine, of course, there is fear of gaining weight but I had lost 60 pounds before I got pregnant so I had a comfortable space between my weight and my heaviest weight. I was worried about getting more stretch marks but I didn’t gain back all the 60 lbs during my pregnancy. I would...
Anonymous asked: I hope you answer this: I've been reading some of the blogs here and was wondering... You're born with bulimia? I don't know. I'm not depressed or anything, and I don't think I look too bad, it's just... I want to lose a few pounds and look like my friends, who are beautiful in a bikini and can show their thighs without feeling ashamed. I know it may not be smart, but...
raindroponroses asked: hey (: a tip i found helped me with all those awkward group bathroom visits are; go when it's really busy - lots of noise including hand dryers and talking, chuck a lot of toilet paper in before you purge - it alleviates the noise somewhat, and if your friends go often (as mine do) wait fiveish mins after they have gone and go by yourself. if that doesn't work you could try the...
So I’ve been reading through your blog and you have some sound advice! The one thing I think is important to correct is your suggestion to brush your teeth after purging. Of course you want to get rid of the awful breath, but right after exposure to acid is the WORST time to brush (my dad is a dentist). Your teeth are softest after the wear of the stomach acid so brushing after erodes enamel...
Anonymous asked: can a singer be bulimic? cos the runny nose and sore throat may affect the voice, and for once i really wanna be seen as beautiful and a great singer, please help!
Wanted to say thanks :)
I’m in grade 12 right now, heading off to university next year. I’ve been really selfconscious about my body for far too long. I don’t have nearly perfect skin, and as much as I try to control it, I just can’t. My hair isn’t naturally beautiful, just average looking. My weight seems like the only thing that I actually have the possibility to control. I’ve just...
Anonymous asked: don't know how much damage I've done to my body after 5 years of being bulimic. Do you know?
Anonymous asked: I see the need to purge after you binge. But what is your need/why you need to binge?
Anonymous asked: Hello there! Just wanna say that you're quite brave to set up this blog and I'm really impressed by how maturely you handle the haters :) My question is - is there any way to prevent chipmunk cheeks? Or are they inevitable?
Anonymous asked: Well I know this isn't really a question but I am in high school and knew a girl with bulimia and it broke my heart when she told me the details. Many females struggle with self image problems. And many people struggle with control. I hope one day you will feel beautiful like I'm sure you are and healthy. Have a wonderful day :)
vagina-b-o-o-b asked: Hi there! I only just found your blog, but it's wonderful and I have a little question for you, if you'd like to answer it! I have gotten to a point where i'm so ugly and fat that my boyfriend won't even touch me. I've tried the working out/eating healthy thing, and it just made me stressed and tired, and i didn't lose any weight at all. I would love to be able to use...
Anonymous asked: I've been obsessed with anorexia and bulimia for years now. My step sister had anorexia and I was there to see her in a hospital. I've studied hundreds of books and blogs like this and read about the damages it may bring, but I still want to be one of you. I'm just really worried about my already thin hair, teeth and weak nails, any tips to keep those pretty?
britnygraff-flow asked: Sorry to bother you but what can you put down your throat to make you gag i have tried it with my fingers and well i really need to lose weight desperatley i feel so ugly and fat when i go out and i hate please please help:)
Anonymous asked: Do you HAVE to purge after EVERYTIME you eat for bulimia to make a difference? I have an over eating disorder. I would like my body to still get what it needs from the micronutrients in fruits and veggies. So I eat a lot of colorful salads without dressings and drink fresh juice from fruits I have juiced myself. I do binge though, on fatty high calorie foods. Then I purge those. Does this actually...
Anonymous asked: I love you for making this blog! I really do.
i-am-her asked: hi there :) i have just recently started bulimia and i was wondering how long does it normally take for you to throw up all your food. do you have to throw all of it up? how does it work? i need to lose weight really fast. i'm obeise and im tired of it. im tired of being the fat friend and im tired of the restrictions that come along with being fat.
Anonymous asked: will it take fat off of your arms?
Anonymous asked: How do you lose weight and be bulimic at the same time? i have been bulimic for almost three years, i went down from being obese to the wieght i am now (overwieght) but now i seem to be stuck at my wieght and i am binging and pruging about 3-7 times a day, how do i lose more?
2. Stop running from your problems.
Face them head on. No, it won’t be easy. There is no person in the world capable of flawlessly handling every punch thrown at them. We aren’t supposed to be able to instantly solve problems. That’s not how we’re made. In fact, we’re made to get upset, sad, hurt, stumble and fall. Because that’s the whole purpose of living – to face problems, learn, adapt, and solve them over the course of...
Anonymous asked: Sorry if this is a stupid question, but how does bulimia work? What are like the bonuses?
singingunderwater asked: so, what are (or were) your safe foods?? and what is the best method for making yourself puke. i can never get EVERYTHING out, and it bugs me... thank you <3
giveemhellwiththehtml asked: You don't owe any of the people who post hate on here any responses. Their incessant "why won't you answer because you know I'm right?!?" posts are ignorant and I hope fall upon only deaf ears. They've obviously never had an eating disorder before and couldn't possibly understand how much this blog helps. It's very refreshing to have other people that...
Anonymous asked: Hi, so I'm new to this whole thing. But, I feel it is my last option. I need to lose weight. It's become unhealthy. You see, I have to go to a special dinner for school in May. And the dress I bought for it is a lot smaller than what I wear (I did that for a reason.) What I'm trying to ask is, since I'm turning to bulimia whether you help me or not, how much weight do you think...
Anonymous asked: Hi, again. I have read your entire blog (yes, even the first page) more times than I can remember, and everytime I do I feel like I'm reading about a friend. I suffer from the same ED and I've posted a question before as "Gh", not wanting to post my full name, sorry I can't really figure out how to use tumblr properly so I didn't post this under an account name....
Anonymous asked: Hey I've been trying to get an answer but im sure you've been bbusy hopefully I get one this time first off liek to say i LOVE YOUR BLOG! Well I am 170 lbs and 5'3 and 15 yrs old would it be possible for me to get to 125 lbs? And if you purge once a week could it help you to continue to lose weight without your body getting use to it say oncce a week
36652) It hurts me when someone says I'm...
Because even if it is true, the beauty is the product of this horrible disorder. In order to remain “beautiful”, I must maintain my disordered and miserable life.
forgotten;
Six (nearly seven) years on, I’ve forgotten what digestion feels like. I’ve forgotten what it means to have a healthy relationship with food, to not feel disgusted at myself for eating, to enjoy feeling full.
I’m having my first real binge in about two weeks. So far I’ve eaten 3 sausages, 2 bowls of soup, rice, a packet of apple gummies and a large bowl of noodles.
I...
My relationship with food is screwed up.
Sigh.
Anonymous asked: How you know if you have gotten most of it up while purging? I chew my food really well and drink plenty of water while eating. I heave about 15 times. The last few heaves I keep trying but I can't get much up and it seems thicker. I don't if I got most of it out or if it's just too clumpy and I can't get the rest done? Please help
Anonymous asked: Hi gorgeous! Sorry that I'm an anon - I lack an account! I'd just like to say, ignore the haters. I can understand why they'd find this blog "Shocking." But, it's a great inspiration. Carry on doing what you are doing, and ignore them completely! I'm suffering bulima too, it also brought along it's friends depression and self-harm. But, I'm striving to...
Anonymous asked: Hi, I'm bulimic. Waouw, writing it down is so .. strange. Anywhooo; i wanted to ask you something (i know a lot of people ask for the same thing, sorry) ; I'm 1m60 tall and i weigh 44kg , is this good or should it be way lower ? thx, love, Gh.
speakslikesilence-deactivated20 asked: have you ever been hospitalized due to bulimia? What are some things to look out for?
Anonymous asked: Im 14 and 5'6 whats an ideal weight? thanks
Anonymous asked: Do you find that many guys are bulimic?
36476) No matter how thin you are, you will never...
